wow!

Filed under: fat — Wrote by faceless on Sunday, June 3rd, 2007 @ 11:33 am

wow, I couldn’t ask for more support in my life :) you guys have no idea what you mean to me. everyone who reads my blog, the wishes, the prayers, the advice and genuine concern. I love you guys *hugs*

I went for it. on the 30th, I had the procedure done. and bloody hell was it more painful than i had anticipated. i should have taken Seroo’s advice from the previous post and talked to someone about it.

One thing kept me quiet and strong through all the pain and vomiting, i kept thinking about how much i want this and how I will look later.

I have trouble envisioning myself in a thin body. I guess spending most of my life in this one has given me some kind of body dysmorphic disorder. hahah maybe I’m just being too dramatic.

I’mma have to stay strong tho. I have this problem where whenever something is going right, in my life, I ruin it. I don’t know if its intentional or what, i just do it.

I’m gonna take Salsa lessons and walk and eventually run on the treadmill and I’ll be as healthy as a person can be. I promise you this.

I’m sure i can do this. I have to. This is probably my last chance.

10 Comments   -
  • Comment by SilverGirl | June 3, 2007 @ 1:32 pm

    Ba3ad vomiting! UH!
    I hope you get the result you are hoping for.

    7emdellah 3ala salamtich:)

  • Comment by June | June 3, 2007 @ 1:38 pm

    Congratulations and 7amdellah 3al salamah! This is brilliant, well done! Good luck with everything sweetie.

  • Comment by Munther | June 3, 2007 @ 4:27 pm

    Good to know that you are fine :) 7emdilla 3alla esalama ! :) Good luck with the next stage ;)

  • Comment by H. | June 3, 2007 @ 11:59 pm

    Where to do I address the flowers?
    Be good xxx

  • Comment by minus | June 4, 2007 @ 3:58 pm

    7emdella 3ala salamtich darling, I’m glad you’re okay..
    Good luck with the rest of the process, you can do it and you will :*

  • Comment by seroo | June 4, 2007 @ 4:17 pm

    Mabrook! This is huge, you have all our support!

    You will be fine, continue to exercise and watch what you eat and you’ll be fit in no time :)

    very proud of you, best of luck my dear and let me know if you need anything… xx

  • Comment by lizardo | June 4, 2007 @ 9:34 pm

    you did it !!

    ahh thats big

    7amedila 3ala elsalama our future salsa dancer !

  • Comment by minus | June 5, 2007 @ 10:21 am

    Your blog keeps eating me =(

  • Comment by Neushan | June 8, 2007 @ 12:51 am

    I am having the same procedure (intragastric balloon) on June 27th. What was it REALLY like? You said you had pain and vomitting…how long did that last? Any info you can give me would help a lot. It’s hard to find anyone that has had this procedure done. You can contact me at neushan@gmail.com. Thanks!

  • Comment by John Doe | June 13, 2007 @ 9:57 pm

    Glad to hear the good news and see how determinant you are about losing weight and am sure you’ll get to the target you have set for yourself.

    Regards

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