As the guilt settles in..
.. All I can think about is what June once said to me:
“enough with the guilt already… because its gay” hahahahaha
you see, I can’t really talk about why I’m feeling guilty. but I can talk about everything else.
I discovered that I’m not the person I thought I was. I discovered that there’s something terribly wrong with me. Even when I spend years and years trying to change myself and my way of thinking, there are certain things that are just basically engraved in me that I can’t quite get rid of. dammit. I have nothing to say.
if you’re not hurting yourself or others, then don’t worry about it!
then again, perhaps that’s just the gemini way of handling things, hence June’s comment! 
hmmmmmmmmmmmm …. Could it be …. i hope not
This June person sounds amazing. You should consult her on all matters big and small and follow her advice without heed. I wish I were her. Oh wait, I am. Christ I’m lucky.
In all seriousness though, MSB is absolutely right. As long as you’re not hurting anyone, there’s nothing to feel guilty about. As long as you don’t stretch out beyond your comfort zone you should be fine. Guilt really is gay.
damn!….if guilt is gay…stick me behind a piano and ca call me Liberace’…sigh.