The Girl With No Face

I am not. I am not. I am not going to talk about whats bothering me. I am going to talk about everything else tho. I am going to talk about how tired I am. I am so tired that I am thinking about leaving work early. I am so tired that I am considering making myself throw up just to have an excuse to go home. I am so tired, the tired you get when for two nights in a row you sleep at 3am and your alarm rings 3 hours later. I am the tired that you only get if even in the 3 hours of rest you get, you end up waking up a few times just to get a certain idea how close it is to morning. An informative waking-up, if you will.

I am restless. I am tired. I am helpless and yet, I am not depressed. I am obviously tired, and am in a shitty mood, but i am not depressed. that’s two congratulating thumbs up to the land of My Head.

I am sure there is such a thing as a Caffeine over-dose..

– Ok, wiki says there’s no such thing.. oh well, it could’ve gotten exciting.

I don’t want exciting. I think i can settle for boring for a long long time. simple. clean. predictable.

I am not going to talk about it.

Its going to be ok. I promise me that it will be alright. oh and I’m so cold right now. AC at work is killing me…

p.s. should I sell my ticket?

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I’m going to her concert.. YES .. i DID manage to get Fairouz concert tickets. I am fabulous. haha jk .. I almost didnt.

 the most person I want to take with me to this concert is my June. She appreciates Fairouz on levels no one understands. (I’m right now listening to a song she told me to listen to and I’m falling in love with it: بعدك على بالي)

Unfortunately, Lovely June is in Lovely London. but, I promise you june! this blog as my witness, you and I WILL go to one of Fairouz’s concerts together one day!!!!!!..

My best friend A also LOVES fairouz, in fact, she’s the person who got me into that music.

but my love for Fairouz has roots deeper than that. When I was younger, Every morning my mum would play fairouz and Majda al Roumi all the way from Adleya to Isa town (where we went to school for a few years). so now, when i listen to her music (some songs more than others) I get funny carefree feelings. I feel 5 years old again and happy =D

there is no point of this post.

p.s. anyone willing to pay 400 dinars for the ticket I have, I am willing to sell (need to pay off my credit card) + I am going to see the concert again with June one day.. so I can afford to miss this one.

Enjoy the song I’m infatuated with: 

I’m kinda psychotic.. tiesto then fairouz.. damn man!! oh and June. For the record, no pressure to comment=P I know you love me.